from the outside looking in.

You don't know my name
you don't know anything about me
I try to play nice
I want to be in your game
The things that you say
You may think I never hear about them
But word travels fast
I'm telling you to your face
I'm standing here behind your back

You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in

If you could read my mind
You might see more of me than meets the eye
And you've been all wrong
Not who you think I am
You've never given me a chance

Well, I'm tired of staying at home
I'm bored and all alone
I'm sick of wasting all my time

You don't know how it feels
To be outside the crowd
You don't know what it's like
To be left out
And you don't know how it feels
To be your own best friend on the outside looking in

i love jordan pruitt. so. so. much.

this maybe like, the soundtrack of my life...a few years ago.

actually, i still feel like that sometimes. -_-

oh well.

OH IYA GUYS. kalian haruz taooo, yang lyrics sebelom ini itu PASnya gak tanggung2. (kalo lo ngerti maksud gue) *alis naek2*. uggay.

jadiii kan gue mau nerusin ngomongin orang, sejak susah bgt buat gue untuk nyeritain ke orang. bukannya gue gak percaya sm lo atau gue nggak merasa deket, tp..ya.....GUENYA YANG MASALAH. bukan salah lo. jadi yaaaaaaa.... udah. dan gw juga nulisnya masih ngerandom, jadi ini masih gue yang normal... (jadi maksudnya khansa punya 2 KEPERIBADIAN? nggak lah woi)

sejauh ini yang baru tau cuman 1 dan itu nebak. HAHAHAHA. oke. stabh it. masalahnya gue gak mau terlihat munafik. oke. itu masalah gue sendiri. DAN, sebenernya ini bukan dia pernah ngapa2in gue, ini 90% guenya sendiri yang gedek, padahal dia gak ngapa2in... okay, jadi gak serius. dan gue bukan stress karena org itu, tp gara2 gue pengen muncratin *bahasa yang aneh* MENGELUARKAN, MELEDAKKAN semua yang ada dipikiran gue. gue stress karena gue sendiri selalu nyimpen, dan gak bisa dikeluarin. kayak numpuk gitu loh, ngertos ora? 

HADOEH MAU NONTON AMERICAN IDOL. dan gue mau ngerjain agama dan ngeringkas ilzoz. terus gue mau makan udang..hmm nyami. jadi gue gak jadi ngomongin orang deh. HWEHWEHWEH. 

okedeh. zipadeedoodah guys!

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