do you know how it feels to be me, right now?
with you saying bullshits like: "you love her more than you love me, right!"
it hurts. it seriously does.
and even after a round of me yelling out "it's not freaking true, you know that!" you still deny it by saying "you're lying"
how the hell can you not know that i love you?
"i dont freaking remember when did i ever say that i love her more than i love you! you're totally making this up" "i have better memories than you do, you know."
okay, I'M SORRY for making you sad, for teasing you everyday, making your life miserable, but heck, that is why i love you.
i ended the conversation by slamming the door right on his face, and he even tried to push the door. luckily, i'm strong enough to tame it.
after a while, i realized that the one who can make me cry is you, only you.
sure i cried in almost all movies i watched but i meant crying because of my real feelings to someone.
i never had the courage to say i love you, but i wish i do.
it's embarrassing even though you're a part of my family, but
my dear brother,
i love you.
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