i'm happy as a sunshine :D :D

oh guys look how happy this blog looks! HAHA emang autis sih but i feel happy, even while ranting people would still find it entertaining. my stressed self is amusing to the public, apparently. so it's like no matter what mood i'm in people would still be insistent bastards and think of me as a ~cheerful person~.

lol oh well.

to support my forever sticking (truthfully annoying) image, i changed the layout, background EVEN FONTS, again. and yeah it was fun....and i was bored. like always. but anyways the fonts are so fricken cool i think i'm going to download them all HUAHUAHUEAHUSA.

p/s i dont entirely hate this. um. i prefer to think that i have a gift of making other people happy, even with my misery :'). cant help if i was born naturally funny, eh?

selalu senyum semangat!

-khansa

I'M ALIIIVE

hai guise jadi ceritanya sejak gue kangen ngeblog sebenrnya udah dari kapan2 gatel tp pas udh login tabnya gue telantarkan/ketiduran ditengah jalan jadi males kayak sekarang ada halangan bentar dulu kaki gue semutan.

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:D

WOI BANYAK BGT YANG MAU GUE CERITAIN NYETS /gak santai #tapigapapa

1. berita paling bumbastis minggu ini: LIBUR YES YES YES YES YES YES YES. sumpah berkah bgt jir libur seminggu ++ walaupun beberapa waktu yg lalu juga udh tp waktu itu masih ada drama dll dan skrg rasanya super HHHHH /menghela nafas//maruk oksigen I'M A FREE BITCH BABY.

gak juga sih. sebenernya masih dikasih sejumlah tugas tapi ohwell bgt semua itu gampang kok n_n gue mau super enjoy liburan ini krn udh ada acara2 seru yang menanti \m/ sok iklan? idc.

2. BERITA PALING FANTASTIS YANG SEHARUSNYA GUE TARO NOMER 1 TP KARENA UDAH LEWAT:

DRAMA SELESAI

dan itu sesuatu bgt guise. jl bancakan <3 <3 forever. pengen waktu itu bener2 super bacot 1 post ttg drama tp lupa. mau sih, tp jangan sekarang. doain aja gue inget :)

3. agak irrelevant tp gue les piano lagi karena jiwa musikal gue membara (sebenernya gara2 frustasi pengen bikin iringan lagu tapi gak ngerti chord). dan BTW gue main piano lagi loh. auzig. merasa dewa selesai beberapa lagu MUAHA bye.

4. gue rajin bikin lagu akhir2 ini. walau cuma melodi lewat terus keluar ruangan lupa tapi everything counts tandanya suatu hari kalo memori gue lancar bisa bikin banyak lagu huehue siapa tau ntar gue jadi kayak taylor swift gitu kan kece.

5. mau tau latest lirik translate-an yang gue buat? udah jadi setengah jadi sabar aja yups. MR. ANGKOT COMING SOON.

6. nyokap gue barusan dateng dari bali bawain daster adem dem dan sendal....gue mau pie.

7. WEEKEND INI SERU BGT JIR. bikin album x-2 + karaoke x-2 + makan malem x-2 + GURITA COUPLE EHEM + sepedahan bareng ayah, etc etc. gue mungkin akan menjabarkan...suatu hari dimasa depan.

8. gue galau tadi pagi inget teman2 lama gue sudah cantik2 sekarang super minder kalo ketemu hof hof hof

9. gue galau korea beberapa hari yang lalu tapi yasuda.

10. wow gue gak pernah nyampe 10 loh!!! omg skrg jam 1 malem dan gue blm laper. ini agaknya sebuah keajaiban alam, dan btw gue udh brp bulan gak bangun sampe jam segini buat internetan :') freedom is gorgeous ulala.

....kayaknya udah. HAHA gak penting bye.

O EM JII

OEMJI GAIZ GUE KANGEN ABIS NULIS BLOG LAIK PARAH. parah dari kmrn2 gue udh gatel abis pengen ngeluarin apa yang pengen gue tulis aja gitu ke blog tp gak sempet mulu jir akhir2 ini gue capek maksimal beban mental fisik semua jadi satu gue udh nggak ngerti lagi OTL. Sumpah ya, dari mulai kmrn AO6 (alhamdulillah udh selesai), kpo, drama, tugas2 dll najissssssssssss gue gak kuat. udh gitu cuaca super labil dan rumah gue isinya udh mulai sakit, teman2 sakit, RRRAH.

ok masa ya gaiz hari ini gue super lonely cuman sama eyang dan eyang dibawah jadi gw diatas super sendiri karena bokap nyokap cus ke bali....nonton iron maiden dan adek gue camping. trs tadi kan eyang sakit pak sarni sakit mbak gue sakit walhasil gue super terlantar maen tebeng2an muter2 cinere kalibata dan pondok indah. yak cus.

terus~~ omg kpo sejujurnya gw pengen jadi osis tp kalo nggak rejeki ya..yaudah. trs kmrn presentasi gue udh yakin abis dicap geje sama kakak kls jadi ya gue gak eksis jadi osis sokeh, gue bisa eksis di tv/mall dari job HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA BANGKEEEEE. tp serius. tp gue masih mikir kalo gw ada fabulous comeback selama camping di masa depan gue masih ada harapan masuk, soalnya pasti mrk nyadar betapa kreatif (yang berdasarkan kegejean) gue itu ;D.

beberapa minggu yang lalu gue lagi on fire abis, kerjaannya gatel pengen bikin lyrics. jadilah 1 lagu drama + beberapa translate-an lagu korea HAHAHAH biasalah tipikal anak kurang kerjaan. tp serius gue pengen bekel di dunia maya siapa tau org indo tertarik dengan lirik indo mangstap gue..... jeng jeng.

drama! CIE X-2 SEKARANG ADA PROGRESS JAUH LOH HAHA BANGGA. tp itu gara2 dimarahin budesy dulu lalalal we're brandals lyk dat ok. jadi intinya gue antara stress ngurusin dan ikut terhibur dengan kekocakan mereka. i iz torn. yaudah.

oemji gue kmrn2 sempet super beban trs agak ada breakdown ala sinetron gt tapi maloe ah cerita disini.

oemji ini udh jam 9.30 gue ngantuk kyknya mau baca percy jackson aja woi udh 2 minggu gue tingggalin berkat gak sempet ok baiiiii


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demi apapun ada BANYAK SEGEDE2 BIMA SAKTI yang pengen gue uraikan di blog ini sumpah ahduhasids dari 2/3 minggu yang lalu tuh gue udah pengen ngedumel aja, tp trs kmrn baru karantina trs masih fresh trs gue pengen bacot tp masih ada utang post agak galau dan balesan slanknya nasya. cusssssssss.

eh. gak jadi. bacot karantina ntar aja, skrg gue mau ngerant ttg semua kebangke-an sekolah. oke. pertama, FVCKINPHYSICS. kan gue gak masuk 4 minggu, trs gue udh susah payah belajar, trs karena waktu kurang gue panik trs gak bisa trs 7. ya...gue merasa agak dewa juga sih udah gak ikut tetep gak remed tp PLIS. -_-

TERUS. bentar lagi oks *flails* hdiaodoaish gue merasa belom siap nih antara belom srek atau emang karena mood gue lagi down atau jiwa gue masih di hotel kaisar/dome ancol pokoknya gue masih errr gt, kayak EMAGAWD gue masuk2 uas, pulang jam 3/4/5 ngejar ulangan/pemantapan. lupa makan siang...dan at least kalo di karantina lo bete masih ada penghibur gitu. ini belajar...... :/ super bangke. dini bangke. *kurang ajar*

yang lain sih gue oke oke aja ngangguk angguk geleng2 layak lagu malaysia yang ajep ajep itu dusahdoashdosh. gue masih blm bikin perancis uhuh madam maapin saya bon ben au revoir aja ya guah.

pokoke sejauh ini kalo kagak ada fisika dengan 20 soal ngitung cuman 1 jam sih sebenernya gue bakal bahagia. masih bahagia amitie dan grup 2 masih bacot dan berhalusinasi, masih pada becanda, terus kelas gue X-2 juga super unyu, kawan2 juga pada kangen (seneng bgt gue dikangenin :') *emo*) dan nyupport :*, banyak sumber kobam, dll lah.

gue dari kmrn pengen ngepost sesuatu yang berarti loh sumpah, tp not now gue lagi bales dendam di tumblr HAHA sampe alika complain: khans anjir isi dashboard gue lo semua. yak kawan, 2 minggu tanpa internet = membabi buta. jadi sori sori sori jek aja.

NAMUN dengan semua kebangkean dalam idup, gue akan terus maju. KAU SANGKAAA AKU AKAN MENYERAAAAH kau sangkaa~ aku akan pasrah, DIRIMU (BU DINI) TAK PEDULIKAN AKU walau...otak hanya untukmu (fisika). oh fisika, tera 10 pangkat 12...terajana ini lagunya lagu india. /halusinasi opening SI grup 2 oh asiknya.

salam kecup~

khansamitie

hello, hello.

well uhhh hello again? i've been itching to start updating this blog again, letting the world know what i'm up to these days...but laziness is always my biggest enemy and i dont think i'll ever win, except if i'm able to live a thousand years just to deal with it. Enough rambling, i am here to rant. I usually come here just to rant about something that is ruining the flow of my already "okay" life, if somebody notices...or if i have something extraordinary to share... anyhoo. there will be a few points that i want to..err..talk about. and those "important" things are!!!

1. the latest, stupidest most annoying thing my infamous brother has just done: he made the camera magically disappear. like, POOF disappear, because i swear i DID saw it a few days ago, laying innocently on my bro's desk in his room. And, if someone did stole it, why didnt he take his phone which was exactly beside the camera too? djasodhoishfohewiodheowdh depressed me is depressed. i was supposed to bring the camera tomorrow for this damned sociology project and now that it's kind of gone (i'm still praying whole heartedly for it to come back) i cant do anything without it. yeah. about this, let's just wait. i'm not in the mood for solving unnecesarry problems caused by unnecessary things because of someone's ridiculously unnecessary stupidity. MOVING ON.

2. did i ever mentioned about this math equations, the i-swear-it-was-the-hardest-thing-i've-ever-worked-on one? for the singapore scholarships? the one that was held inside an insanely cold hotel ballroom that i thought i was going to freeze to death if i didnt get out sooner which still left my hands, nails and lips trembling with the shade of blue? yeah well i got it! yeay. LOL, no. i was of course flailing about the fact that I, MYSELF got through those horrific tests and gained attention for its scores. but it was just for fun, and although i admit the idea of starting off as a new being in a nice country is very inviting, i couldnt really point a use for this whole thing. sure, singapore's curriculum is indeed known for its.... uhh greatness? but i still dont know what i'll do in the future and i'm not going to

waste my last school years draining the energy of my brain for school subjects. i dreamed of a happy high school musical kind of school, and i sure wouldnt get that with all of those stuDYING.

3. i'm looking forward to this tuesday, why? because i am going to stalk this tv station for just a mere sight of myself! :DDDD yeah. fc formed amitie voices and we got through the auditions! there are a lot of details that is actually interesting to share, but laziness is kicking in full force and somehow the memory department part of my brain restarts again and they put this huge reminder of my brain that is FINISH YERR DAMN BIOLOGY ASSIGNMENT YOU CACTUS. yeay.

so i am here to say goodbye...who knows when i'll be touching blogs again. practice starts tomorrow and i'm sure as hell that the next few weeks would be nothing but filled with hectic schedules. :) yeah.

cathca l8ter peeps.